Sunday, October 18, 2015

Assignment 8- Meriwether Carling

Fears: not being good enough, losing someone I care about
Annoyances: people who blame their misfortunes on others, being ungrateful
Accomplishments: being of varsity soccer freshman year
Confusions: life.
Sorrows: drifting apart from one of my best friends since forever
Dreams: graduating veterinary school
Idiosyncrasies: moon walker
Risks: getting into a car with clara driving (sorry clara)
Possessions: my dogs (then and now)
Problems: Procrastination

The fear that everyone has, losing someone they care about. This thought crosses my mind way more than it should. Whenever someone leaves the house, they aren't guaranteed to come back to you safely. We all just hope they do. Freak accidents occur all the time. How do you know that you won't be involved in that "once in a lifetime" event. If not you, someone you know? Your mom? Your dad? Your friend? Fears like this can consume you and every thought that crosses your mind. The trick to living is to not let them. How can one do that though when nothing that happens is in their control? This idea of not having control over a situation terrifies me. I hate not being able to fix a problem or to not have some type of say in it.

Saying all of this, I know I have no control of losing someone I love, I just have to trust that they will be okay and nothing bad will happen to them. Wow, this got deep, soooo I'm just gonna end my spiel here. 


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